Learoy Black

Steven Learoy, known as Learoy Black, half his face in shadow
Coba bayangin.
Try to imagine
Season TwoInterview 51
Steven Learoy, half his face in shadow
Season TwoInterview 51

LearoyBlack

Steven LearoyHuman Resources Director · Jakarta

Most of the Indonesian fragrance scene knows him by another name. A tailor’s son who could not afford a camera, so he learned to keep his life in smells, and then spent years asking everyone else to close their eyes and try to imagine.

Fifty conversations made the first season of Interviews. For the first issue of the second, we wanted someone who did not need an introduction, which is a strange thing to say about a man we are about to introduce. If you follow fragrance in Indonesia, you already know Learoy Black: the voice, the laugh, and the two words he opens with. Coba bayangin. Try to imagine.

What fewer people know is where those two words come from. Steven is the man behind him, and he asked us to start there.

“I’m Steven, but in the fragrance world, most people know me as Learoy Black. It’s the happier, louder side of me. Learoy Black became my way of putting those memories somewhere outside my head. I don’t just talk about perfume. Sometimes, I talk about the things hidden inside it: nostalgia, youth, loss, love, and the passing of time, with the words ‘Coba bayangin.’”

NameSteven Learoy
Known asLearoy Black
Opens with“Coba bayangin”
WorkHuman Resources Director
BasedJakarta
Raised amongA tailor’s cloth, starch and polished shoes
Always returns toDior Homme, that iris
MorningsCoffee, bossa on vinyl, ten minutes of looking
BeliefMemento mori, memento vivere
A1The tailor’s son

Photographs, without a camera

How would you describe your relationship with fragrance?

“I grew up in a family that believed a man should always look dapper. My father was a tailor, so my childhood was surrounded by the smell of freshly pressed fabric, old wooden drawers, starch, cologne, polished shoes, and men getting ready to face the world. Elegance was simply part of the environment I grew up in.”

“But outside that little world of tailoring and dapper men, life was very different. We were poor, and cameras were a luxury I couldn’t afford. So I learned to photograph my life without ever taking a picture. I kept the scenery in my head instead: the places I lived, the faces I saw, the conversations around me, the music playing somewhere in the distance, and most importantly, the smells.”

The tailor’s shop, developed

six frames, no film
Nothing here was ever photographed. Tap a frame and let it develop.
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“Even now, decades later, I can sometimes close my eyes and go back. One particular smell can bring an entire moment back to life. I can remember the room, the weather, someone’s voice, the song that was playing, even the feeling I had at that particular age. It is almost as if my mind has been keeping photographs all these years, just without a camera.”

“Maybe that’s why fragrance became so important to me. I never really learned to remember through photographs. I learned to remember through smells. A fragrance can take me somewhere I haven’t been in years, sometimes even somewhere I thought I had forgotten.”

Which is how coba bayangin works, once you know where it comes from. It is not a catchphrase. It is an instruction from someone who has been doing it his whole life: close your eyes, the picture is in there, you only have to smell your way back to it.

“And perhaps that’s the real beginning of Learoy Black. It was never really about collecting expensive bottles or knowing every note in a fragrance. It was about preserving pieces of a life that time keeps trying to erase: childhood, family, places, people, music, and the different versions of myself I’ve left behind.”

“I never really learned to remember through photographs. I learned to remember through smells.”STEVEN LEAROY
A2The last day

The fragrance became a grave

A scent that takes you somewhere: a memory, a place, a person

He answered this one as a poem. We have set it as one, and left every line where he put it.

Acqua di Giò Profondo once smelled like the sea breeze to me.Now it smells like a son arriving too late to grief.
I wore it on the last day my mother was alive,while somewhere far away her body was quietly surrendering to deathand I was still moving through the world like a man who believed there would be more time.
That is the part that kills me. Not death itself.
But how normal the day looked while she was disappearing from it.
The sky stayed beautiful that day.People still laughed. Cars still moved.Even the wind betrayed me by feeling gentle.
The sunlight still touched my skin.And the cold marine scent on my neck kept breathing softlywhile my mother no longer could.
Then the phone rang.And from that moment on, the fragrance became a grave.
The bergamot cuts like bad news.The marine notes feel endless, empty,like waves touching a shore they cannot save.I no longer smell freshness in it.
Only distance.Only guilt.The unbearable kind.So I keep the bottle untouched now,like a sealed coffin made of glass.
Because I am terrified that if I wear it again,the scent will remember her before I doand I will finally collapseinto all the tears I failed to give heron her last day alive.
Acqua di Giò Profondo · Kept, not worn

We asked for a scent that takes you somewhere. He sent the one he cannot go back to. Most answers in this series run toward a memory. This one keeps a bottle closed so that a memory cannot run toward him. There is nothing in a marine fragrance’s formula for grief. He put it there, on an ordinary sunny day, and the glass has kept it ever since.

We have nothing to add, except that we are grateful he let it be printed.

Steven at a table in a jazz club, a quartet playing behind him
“I don’t just collect fragrances. I collect memories. And sometimes, I collect the ghosts of who I used to be.”
LEAROY BLACK
A3What he wears

That Iris Guy

What are you wearing these days, and why?

“After downsizing my collection, I realized I still reach for the same one.”

“I’ve worn so many fragrances, chased so many new memories, but Dior Homme somehow stayed with me through different chapters of my life.”

“Maybe that’s why I always come back. It doesn’t just smell like me, it reminds me of who I’ve been. That Iris Guy.”

Chapters of a shelf

drag through the years
Bottles come and go. Watch the one that does not.
First bottlesThe chaseThe collectionDownsizingNow

Dior Homme arrived in 2005, composed by Olivier Polge, and it did something men’s fragrance had mostly avoided: it put iris in the middle, powdery and faintly like lipstick, over cocoa and soft leather. It was a tailored idea of a man rather than a sporty one, which, for a boy raised in a tailor’s shop, might be the whole explanation.

He calls himself That Iris Guy the way other people name a version of themselves they are fond of. After a downsizing, it is the right bottle to be left holding. It is not the loudest thing he owned. It is the one that kept being true.

B1A small daily ritual

Ten minutes, with coffee

A small daily ritual that matters to you

“My morning routine. A cup of coffee, jazz or bossa playing on the record player, ten minutes of staring at the clothes and perfumes that I want to put on that day.”

Ten minutes of staring is the tailor’s son again. In his father’s shop, getting dressed was the point, not the errand before the point. He still gives it the time.

The ten minutes

drop the needle
One morning, compressed. Put the record on and let it run.
33 RPM
10:00
Before the day gets a say
  • 0:00Coffee first.Before anything with a label goes on, a cup.
  • 1:30Needle down.Jazz or bossa. The room gets a tempo.
  • 3:30The clothes.Standing at the rail, looking. Not choosing yet.
  • 6:00The bottles.The same look, turned to the shelf.
  • 8:30The choice.Whatever the day will be, it gets dressed first.
A fragrance bottle resting on a turntable, a box of sand and shells beside it
From his tableA record on the platter, a bottle on the record, and a box of sand and shells within reach.
The soundtrack
Sinatra·Jobim·Mendes

“Actually, on top of that, anything Sinatra, Jobim, Sergio Mendes will be inside.”

He sent a playlist and then widened it in the same breath. Sinatra, who dressed like the music sounded. Jobim, who wrote saudade into chord changes, the Portuguese word for missing something that may not come back. Mendes, who took it to a party. For a man who keeps his life in smells and runs a happier, louder version of himself for everyone else, it is hard to imagine a better three.

B2Good taste

What stays

What does good taste mean to you?

“Good taste isn’t what others admire, not expensive or even rare. It’s knowing what stays with you when everything else fades, and choosing the things that still feel like you, aged with you.”

Let time do the choosing

drag the years
Everything on this table looked like taste once.
TodayTen yearsTwenty years
 

It is the same answer as his shelf, reached from the other side. Admiration, price and rarity are all things other people hand you. What aged with you is the only list you write yourself.

B3One belief

Remember both

One belief you would defend
Memento mori, memento vivereTap the coin. It has two sides, and he will not keep only one.

The first half is very old: remember that you will die, so you stop wasting the day. The second half is its reply: remember to live, so you stop wasting it the other way. After his poem about a sunny afternoon that did not know what it was, it is not hard to see why he will not let one be said without the other.

Anything else?
“Everything will turn vintage over time. Cherish it.”
Coba bayangin
Steven Learoy · Learoy Black · Jakarta
Interview 51
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