Why I Started a Fragrance Brand
People ask why I started a fragrance brand, and they expect one of the usual stories. None of them is mine. I was not a gifted child blending scents in the kitchen. I did not come from an artistic family, or a perfume family, or any family connected to this at all. I had no problem I was on a mission to solve, no vision to change Indonesia, no moment of enlightenment, and, if I am honest, not even a single overwhelming love of scent that pulled me in. What I had instead were five plain, human reasons that happened to meet in one craft. They are not romantic. They are simply true. So let me explain each, because together they are the whole of it.
Something I could never finish learning
The first reason is the simplest to admit and the hardest to exhaust. Perfumery is bottomless. It is chemistry and biology and art and memory at the same time, thousands of raw materials that behave differently the moment you combine them, and a near-infinite space of things no one has made yet. You can give it a lifetime and still be standing at the edge of it.
I am restless with anything that has a ceiling. A job you can master is a job you will eventually resent. I needed work that would keep teaching me, that would stay larger than me no matter how good I got. Fragrance is the only field I found that genuinely does. Every release teaches me the next one. That alone would have been reason enough to begin.
To keep what I did not want to lose
The second reason is the one the house is named for. Of all the senses, smell is wired most directly to memory and emotion. It skips the slow, reasoning part of the brain and lands straight in the part that feels, which is why a single forgotten scent can return a person, a room, an entire year to you, whole, in a way a photograph never can.
There are people and moments I did not want to lose, and at some point I understood that scent was the only thing that could hold them the way I wanted to: not as an image, but as a feeling I could step back into. I started, in part, to bottle those things for myself, and then to give other people the same quiet power over their own memories. Harum Oleh Memori. Fragrance, through memory. The name is not a slogan. It is the reason.
The people, and the quality of a day
The third reason is about people and about ordinary days. Fragrance gathers a community around it like few objects do: the makers who teach you, the wearers who tell you what your work became on their skin, the obsessives who argue about every detail. I wanted to stand inside that, to learn from it and to give something back to it.
And there is the smaller, daily thing. A good scent quietly raises the floor of an average morning. It is one deliberate, beautiful choice you make before the day has even asked anything of you. I wanted to build the kind of work that improves a plain Tuesday, for the person wearing it and for me making it. A life surrounded by people who care about small, well-made things is the life I was after.
A vehicle into new worlds
The fourth reason is the most strategic, and I would rather be honest about it than pretend the house is only romance. A brand is a vehicle. A small bottle turns out to open onto an enormous range of worlds: chemistry, design, writing, photography, retail, manufacturing, and the people who live inside each of those, many of them in other countries I would otherwise have no reason to meet.
I did not want a narrow job that asked one thing of me forever. I wanted something that would keep forcing me to grow in new directions and keep introducing me to new people and possibilities. Building this has done exactly that. Every problem the brand hands me is a door into a skill or a network I did not have before. That expansion is not a side effect. It was part of the plan.
A life on my own clock
The fifth reason is the plainest of all, and maybe the truest. I wanted to make a living from the thing I love, on my own clock. No office, no permission to ask, no day handed over to someone else’s work and someone else’s hours.
It is not really about money. It is about autonomy and meaning: spending my days on something I would choose to do even if no one paid me, and finding a way to make that choice sustainable. If the work can support the life while I do what I would do anyway, that is not a small ambition. It might be the whole of it. As simple as that.
“No grand origin. Just five plain reasons that happened to meet in one craft.”
So when someone asks why perfume, that is the honest answer. Not talent, not lineage, not a mission or a vision or an awakening. Five ordinary reasons that found each other in a single craft: something I can never finish, a way to keep what I love, a community to belong to, a vehicle that keeps opening doors, and a life lived on my own terms. None of these is noble standing alone. Together, they were reason enough to start, and they are still the reasons I keep going. On the hard days I read them back to myself, and they hold.